'Common Guys!

One of my all time favourite Christmas movies is A Christmas Story. There are so many classic scenes in this movie but right now I keep seeing the one above re-playing in my head lately.

There stands poor Flick stuck to the pole and all he can do is helplessly scream that he's stuck. And what do his friends do? Well what any elementary kid does when the bell rings; they go to class. Cause really what else can they do? I just love kid logic.

And for me this is exactly how I've been feeling lately.

Like I'm stuck to a pole. Except instead of crying out "Stuck!" I'm more likely to be screaming "fuck fuck! FUCK! Fuck!".

And I see people passing me by every day. Sometimes they stop and try to help. But really how can they.

What is wrong with me is not something that anyone can fix.

I'm not even sure I can fix this.

And some days all I can do is scream out and whine.

And then I get over myself and unstuck my tongue. Cause what else am I gonna do?