they say you're getting better, but you don't feel any better

Because so many things have happened this week and I just can't seem to write it all down with any great detail, here is some bullety goodness to document my life:

∗ Friday was my due date. And I'm actually ok with it. Work went well and I treated myself to the most wonderful massage with a NEW massage therapist.

∗ I think one of the reasons why I'm ok with my due date coming and going is that James and I have had numerous talks on what path we are on. It is set and it feels so good to be in this place again where we are actually communicating.

∗ Last night my husband caught a car thief. James called the police; talked them through everything he was seeing and spent an hour with the police filling out a report. It was amazing and I am so proud of him! (Although this all happened @ 3 am after I worked 10 hours. Needless to say I am one tired woman today.) I am also so glad to live in Kerrisdale, more than 12 cops showed up; along with a very angry police dog.

∗ I have an appointment to start accupuncture/Chinese medicine @ a fertility clinic. At this point I just want some help with my Endometriosis because this cycle hurt.

∗ Found out my bff from childhood is pregnant with twins! I was so excited for her as she has wanted another child for a few years now. Wasn't so impressed once I realized my family has known for weeks and didn't tell me because "we didn't want to upset you". Great. Now my infertility has officially changed how my family not only views me but also deals with me.

∗ James and I decided that this year we will be recommending 1 book to each other each month. The books will be ones we actually own but have not read. I was a little leary at first but so far so good.

∗ Divorce is an ugly word. That's all I'm saying.