Yes I realize this picture is blurry but that doesn't matter. It makes me smile and I love it.
This was taken during the wedding weekend 2 weeks ago. And moments after my good friend Amanda snapped this photo, her son Jack farted on my leg.
Good times I tell you. :)
I have been quiet lately as yesterday was 1 month since the miscarriage. I re-read the entry that I posted about it and it is filled with honesty; and a little bit of denial I think.
Right now I am not ok. I am beyond devastated and I am trying to figure out what I need to heal. I am not sure how to answer that question. I do know that I need to talk about this. And while writing about it has helped it is not the same as verbally telling my story.
I am going to spend the next few weeks trying to come to terms with what has happened to me and what this means for my family.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Happiness
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Denial is all part of the process. There is no quick fix or right or wrong thing to do to get through. Keep talking...
ReplyDeleteHugs.
Thank you for this.
ReplyDeleteLost in Space is so right. I found it came (and still comes) in waves - I always thought I was feeling better, often I was just too numb.
ReplyDeleteBe gentle with yourself.