Hiawatha Highlands, Sault Ste Marie photo by ann jp on flickr
Tonight I feel a calm that I have not felt in a few weeks. These last two weeks have been very difficult for me for so many reasons. And although I have been sick almost every day this week I forced myself to spend the evening with Lynne and today with my dear Aunt who comes to town once a year for work. I know that my feeling sick is a result of stress and because my anxiety issues coming back. But after two wonderful days I am finally feeling better.
I have also spent the last few days seriously contemplating going home during my time off in November. Since my Thanksgiving post the urge for me to go home has increased ten-fold. And although the price of a plane ticket to The Soo is insane, I think that I need to do this. I have a serious issue with spending that amount of money but as my loving husband said tonight "Sometimes you need to ignore that voice in your head and do what's right for you."
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